Love involves your heart, soul, feelings and emotions, for this reason love is the greatest mystery to mankind. You put your heart and mind into impressing the one you love. In my case, I put my life’s investment in to it and was rejected, in a pretty rood way. The love I have or had, I’m not to sure, was or is immense and I can't get her out of my head, it’s like a fly that just wont leave you alone. I have hope that she and I could work it out and maybe try something new, but as fate had it she didn’t want to be involved in a relationship with me. I think that even though that we don't see eye to eye on me liking her, maybe in the future she will see that I was the one all along. I just don’t want her to see that I was the one and it be late. I can’t wait for her to make up her mind. I have to move on and peruse my own life and not contemplate the whole love, hate as much as I do. I tried to win her heart by giving flowers last valentines day and she didn’t even say thanks. I also asked if she could save me dance at junior prom but she “Forgot”.
This past week I sent her a valentine and she appreciated it, which gave me hope that maybe there's a possibility that there might be something between us. I have contemplated bringing her to the senior prom but the fact that I have to ask her would be too hard to do.
Some times I think of her and all I wish for her is to be happy, and have the life she’s always dreamed of. Even if I weren’t happy, I could always get over it and move with my life, but to know that she wasn’t happy because of me, I don’t know how I would deal with it.
I tell this story to give people the hope that love is out their and every once can find it, it just takes time and cant be don’t with the first try, unless you lucky.
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